053124 i am so sure that i actually split last fall . its a very rough conclusion to come to , and i think that the other part of me is a lot more apprehensive towards it . im not exactly sure how to tell it it will all be fine and ok , that it isnt the end of the world . im not really sure how its going to affect our relationships , inside of the system or out i guess . its so hard to tell . we have both lost a part of ourself .